A Painful Decision

Anyone make any painful & difficult decision before?

Is there any choice for me? NO...You have actually forced me to make the hardest and most painful decision. Once the decision is made, we have to follow it thru. It wasn't easy. Everything we have build up and being crashed into pieces. This is heart-breaking. It was the worst thing that has ever happened to me...

I am sorry for those that I have hurt not once but twice. I deserve punishment and will pray for you.

God bless you.

A Matter of Trust

What is trust? What is mutual trust?

Trust - confident expectation of someone/something
Trust - emotional & logical act

Mutual trust - a shared belief that you can depend on each other to achieve a common purpose

I choose to trust you till today. I believe that building relationships requires the building of trust. Trust built through intergrity and consistency in relationship.

Yesterday, my friend's wife send me an SMS at 12.40am. She is asking me where is her husband. My friend is a gentlemen and take good care of the family and I don't really understand why his wife is not trusting him. To me in a relationship, trust and communication is the most important. Couples need to maintain it.

"Learn to trust your heart."

My Balloon

Balloon is an inflatable flexible bag that is filled with gas. It has different sizes, shapes and color.

I am always happy when I see balloon.

I wish my balloon can bring me fly around the world. My balloon is round and have different faces - smiling, crying, laughing, cheeky, naughty, happy, sad, miserable, cool and smart.

The good thing about my balloon is it will never get deflated. I love you.

" If I am angel, I will invite everyone to have a free balloon ride around the world."

Karma

why should one person brought up in luxury and another in misery?
why should some be blessed and other be cursed?
What is the cause?
What is the reason?

Karma means action or doing. Any kind of intentional action whether is mental, verbal or physical is regarded to Karma. It also include thought, word and deed. In another word, all good and bad action constitutes to Karma

According to Buddhism, this inequality is due not only to heredity, environment, "nature and nuture", but also to Karma. In other words, it is the result of our past actions and our own present doings. We ourselves should be responsible for our own happiness and misery. We create our own heaven and we create our own hell. We are the architects of our own fate.

Mother always teaches us "Be good, you'll be happy and we love you but if you are bad, you'll be unhappy and we don't love you!"

I realised that Karma is the law of cause and effect.